it's been a while.

HI GUYS! omg omg. it's been a while huh. almost 3 weeks already i didn't update ze blog! well i am now. hehe. so sorry about it ok.

trying my very best to not give up while finishing my last lap. well i am already on the verge of giving up. but some things just slips in my mind and forces me to not be sucha weak person. and then! the picture of my dad comes in, my mom's face, and the thought of proving my family wrong. yup, proving my family wrong. like my aunt and cousins. hahaha, they've been looking down on me, i'm gonna show them that if i can pass my N levels really well, it would be the same for O's. But it's okay, it gives me a sense of motivation to achieve more in life and stand upright infront of them. like T.I said, i ain't never back down or ran from no nigga. DID I MENTION T.I'S BIRTHDAY IS ALSO MY BIRTHDAY 25 september! sooooo cool. yay us. 

okay krik krik............

oh oh! ms selvi's words are very very motivating. she will always tell the whole class to pull up our socks. YES. she knows very well that we have no confidence in doing this, TO END THIS MOTHA FUCKING O LEVELS BITCHEZ. hais, but. i hope 5A2 will be strong and face this together. help one another, that's the important part!!!!!!! true enough? hehe. so you guys out there doing your O's too, ALL THE BEST FOR THE PREPARATION. 

so last week, i had a date with wirda elliesa. hehehe, my bestfriend since primary school. and met her boyfriend too, erwin. i was shaking sia, hahaha. ya lah, i'm shy lah HALO. 

had an extremely good time with them <3 

i really hope i can meet mira, cheera, to buka puasa. together with wirda. nak catch up with them! my all time  favourite primary school girlfriends <33 insyallah, we'll meet.

hands down, primary school and secondary school friends are the bestest. needless to say. 

and last saturday... was MUARA TARI! my babies/ DirgaHayuSeni performed.

Dirgahayu Seni! not the full family :)

inah baby.

AHHH INI DIA. boyfriend #2. hahaha.

BOYFRIEND #1 FAVOURITE SAYA <3

okay candid.

boyfriend #2 again!

my dearest dearest baby bro.

VOGUE POSE PEOPLE.

in ze bus.

waiting for the event to start.

whenever he dance, fulermak.  air liur meleleh.

(:

juniors and seniors!

cheeeeeese.

love them to bits.

booboooooooo <3

naj muka.....KRIK KRIK. AHAHAHA.

<3

DIRGAHAYUUU SENI. 

ohlalala~

I SWEAR TO GOD I TK KENAL THAT GIRL. AHAHAHA KAWAN DAYAH.

manja girl!

best senior. heehhee.

IN THE BUS. 

heefzaan shah yang forever checking girls out.

so yes. it was held at esplanade. they did it well, and i am very proud of them. especially the sec ones. it's like their first performance, and it's outside of the school. nevertheless, the managed to pull it through. ferid tkde! and that was sad. hahaha. i'm always hanging out with them. yes i know they're way younger than me, but i think they're quite cool. with nana and all. yup, they always make me laugh :) i love them very much.

gonna dedicated this post for few people.

hi manja girl! i really appreciate what you did the other day. skipping your tuition to watch the performance together with me. and kalau i got sorang, i'd be so lonely. thanks boo! and yup, thanks for entertaining me in class. hahahahahaha. nonsense lah kan kita bila ngantuk. heehhe, and yup. you tolerated with my "ah k" all the way. burn~ aahhahaa. love you babe. really appreciare it. xx

TADA!!!!!

another one for dearest baby brother. 

halo dayah. hahahaha. i know what i said to you semlm made you utterly sad. please don't. you're perfect. don't look down on yourself so much ok? really. look at the positive sides. some may thrash talk about you, but who cares? they're fucking jealous cause they didn't get what you got. #ifyouknowwhatimean.

so just heck, and please my dear. you're much more stronger than this BITCH. AHAHAHHAHA. 

love you to bits! xx

another one for the queen. nana.

FATHANAH SALUMAT. hehehehe. i know that made you smiled. everything's going to be alright ok? i know ape jadi, handsome boy told me :/ and i'm sure you boleh face all this right sayang? and yup, one month only. and you'll get it back. makesure don't do the same mistake ok? anything if you kene pour out, pour it out to handsome boy or me, OR ON A PAPER!! it pains me to see you this way, idk why but i just can feel it too. weird but true 0.o love you babe. xx

NOW.... LOOK AT THIS QUEEN OF CHICKEN. or should i say...hantu ayam.

hahahahahaha that picture made me laugh. ahahahahhaha.

okay i was literally scared just now. it was mom and mama at the door! hahaha. okay gotta go. tomorrow study date with iskandar! 

much love and have a serene night guys. xxxx

I LOVE ZAYN MALIK.

right.

marhaba! hehe, that means hi in turkish.  anyway hi guys!

bleargh................tomorrow is 25th of june = HELL. yes, school begins tomorrow. how sickening is that?

i just hate it this is because my homeworks are all incomplete. lol. well come on, it's HOLIDAYS. not HOMEWORKINGDAYS. i don't know what i just said but it's ok hahahahahaha.

but let's look on the brighter side.....

we get to meet our friends! 

i hope they are still the same, no changes no nothing. just the same person i became friends with. *cross fingers*

it's so scary to see someone you really love change, like really. i don't like changes, lol okay if the changes are good, then it's ok. but, bad changes? not really, hate them. because really, friends and family are invaluable to every person on earth! 

omg, i just logged in facebook and look at this guys..........

what the fuck. SERIOUSLY? MASTURBATING IN THE TRAIN? sick sia. SICK!!! -.-"  this is super depressing, i mean. why are singaporeans acting this way? everything seems to be happening on public transport. seriously -.-" nonsensical lah. go do it at home or something where nobody can see you. argh. 

i'm just speechless right now.......

OKAY LET'S SKIP THAT PART.

i'm still wondering what it will be like tomorrow. we're closer to O levels. 4 more months i think :/

i can already foretell what my teachers are going to say, for example " no time already" " you guys cannot play anymore. it's time to focus" "no use crying when you get your results" and etc. well! i just wanna finish my o levels, do it well and good and head off to poly. hmm, i wish to join nanyang poly :) get into School of Hospitality (SOH). after that gonna pursue my dreams to be an airstewardess ^^  hee, i have big dreams too you know. and yes! NYP malay dance is..........................incredible. i've seen them dance before. and needless to say that they're fantastic. guess who's the instructor? hehehe. the same person who taught us malay dance in sembawang secondary. yes, Cikgu Zairin. he's not typical, that's why we love him! 

please ignore my face. HAHAHA I WAS SECONDARY ONE! Merak Kayangan' 08

i feel sad looking at that picture. honestly i miss every single one of them. the old times and such. i'm proud to be a part of Merak Kayangan and also DirgaHayu Seni. really proud!

oh and by the way. some people just annoy the shit out of me on twitter. LIKE REALLY? hahaha. i hope you dig what i'm saying cause i don't wanna elaborate here. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE argh.

okay i think it's time for me to go. gotta complete my comprehensions and pack my bag....krik krik. 

OKAY CAN I NOT GO SCHOOL TOMORROW? hais. oh and guys. i think you should hear 'We are young by FUN!' it's fantastic. 

good bye readers! 

much love, xx

awesomemekelatis & ASYAKELALEH!

OLA GUYS! 

it's almost 8pm, time flies so fast. and unfortunately, it's our last saturday to enjoy )': 

schools are re-opening this monday.....wow that sucks. whenever we're in school, time goes by very......very.......SLOWLY. holidays? you guys should know the answer. more homeworks, more scoldings and definitely more pressure. FOR ME! and also for those who are taking the national exams this year :/

woah, the thought of it send chills down my spine. honestly, you can't live in Singapore without education. the first thing they'll ask for when you go for a job interview is your qualifications. obviously if you didn't do well, they won't accept you. and when they don't accept you = no work = no money = YOU WILL DIE  x( 

AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT? hee.

level of complexity to live in Singapore : 1000000000000000000 k i'm just kidding.

i'm contemplating to live in London when i'm big enough. but i can only do that if i got ze $$$$$

THEN I CAN HAVE THEIR ACCENT. OMG, cool huh. the boys there are kinda cute too. but jodoh i dengan zayn malik, so takpe lah. focus on him je. :')

currently listening to the full album of THE BEATLES! i can't stress this enough, they're a legend.

so yesterday, we were in the train. we were laughing away. and this woman "TSKKK" at us. and gave us a glare. bitchplease. and i shouted "bapak kau nya train pe sial" (your father's train or what)

woah, i sound like a minahrep huh. i don't know lah why they're acting like that. it's very intricate to explain. okay yes, maybe we did make some noise, but hello. you expect us to stand quietly in a train? as if it's a boot camp or something? we're humans. we tend to laugh at the funniest thing and also do silly things. if you can't stand any noise, might as well you live in a grave. just saying people, just saying. 

i don't really what to blog about now.............krik krik.

OH YES! i feel like doing a video tag.. wait correct or not? video tag? lol! with my closest friends and my sister. yay. maybe i should lah :)

i feel so disappointed with myself )': I DIDN'T WENT TO THE GYM OFTEN THIS HOLIDAY AND I AM VERY SAD ABOUT IT! i have the spur to loose weight but i don't know why i just couldn't bring myself to do it. okay honestly i felt like giving up. cause i know it will take very long to loose weight. LOL PLEASE DON'T THINK THAT I AM FAT. i am not....i hope. i'm boncet. YES NO SLIM STOMACH. i tend to drink more water, i don't eat a lot. honestly i don't. but i just drink a lot. but it's okay, i'm sure i'll own that flat stomach in the future. for sure i will. chey.

okay i sound so depressing. hahahahahaha!

i'm still thinking about school. argh this bites! i don't even know what to bring this monday. i'm not even sure if we should follow the time table that had been released already. homeworks are still not done, how awesome is that. NOT. but i can't wait to meet my friends tho'!

but the sad part is that, i can't meet my favourite teachers )': Mrs Goh, my math teacher and Mr Foo, my chemistry teacher. when they teach us in class, it's not so mundane. we can actually understand the topic better. when they had their last say on the school stage, me and ain literally cried. it was so sad lah come on. the whole class loves them. and yeah, they are superior in class that's why they get high appreciation. i admire them so much.... their absence would be the last thing i would ask for. but too bad, shit happens :/

Mr Foo on the far left and Mrs Goh on the far right. 

the school already replaced them.......and i'm not happy with the teachers who will be replacing them. there you go = HELL BEGINS............................

but on the brighter side, i'll get to see Ms Selvi! i just think she's a good teacher. and i'm lucky that she's my form teacher, honestly. haha! 

and definitely! 

ME AINIIE MAI! 

yay, can't wait to go school with them this monday. finally we can eat together like always :3 hehe.

i miss my adorable juniors already ): 

okay, i think that's it for today. MOM WANTS TO WATCH HER DRAMA ONLINE.....AGAIN. gonna blog tomorrow again. have a pleasant night! 

much love, xx

oh my title? HAHAHAHA CREDITS TO DAYAH AND NANA! <3

DON'T TELL ME.......

HI READERS! 

i'm terribly sorry for the late update. hehe, currently it's 1.25am. 

HAD FUN WITH THEM! my dear juniors..

Everyone was late. actually NO. I WAS LATE. AS USUAL! haha, i'm so sorry guys. they're kind enough to wait for me, the princess for the day.  nana is the queen, pfft *flips hair* monarch huh.

so it was just me, nana, dayah, inah, heefzaan and ferid! <3

had our late lunch at burger king. FINALLY! i actually prefer burger king rather than eating at macdonalds. macdonald is like everywhere, and burger king? not really. the burgers there are phenomenal! when you bite the juicy robust beef patty...... it's like heaven on earth. burger king subdues me...you know, makes me calm down a lil'

headed straight to orchard! walked around ION and ferid had to go home ): something happened, so yeah. 

headed to far east plaza to window shop! it was fun laughing around with them, loads of sniggering. dayah and heefzaan can't stop dancing in public! well, can't blame them. they're dancers anyway, atleast they danced well. hehehe but you know what! i think the way they dressed up just now was really nice, presentable, and yup. THEY LOOK GOOD. 

ferid with his vans, heefzaan with his dr.martens, dayah with his high cut converse.

SO BACK TO THE POINT! 

we chilled at macdonalds and had some drinks. (not alchohol, lol) and took pictures...pictures...pictures and more pictures. 

again, we started to chuckle and made noises which attracted the attention of the tourist who were there. OH AND REALLY THEY DIDN'T MIND. instead, they were smilling at us. MUAHAHAHAHA. 

while walking back to the mrt station, we saw cute little puppies walking along the pathway, and i was like " SO CUTE!!!" the dog barked at me........LIKE REALLY? I COMPLIMENTED YOU AND YOU BARK AT ME? how dare you. now the epic moment comes in, INAH JUMPED ON THE BENCH . HAHAHAHAHA. seriously, it was hilarious. everybody looked at us when we screamed. ahahahahahha, SEE I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING. hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahah. okay i think that's enough.

so we ended up bouncing back to marina bay and headed back home. we were so tired! heard songs from ' the beatles'. thanks to my sayang heefzaan, i'm now addicted to their songs. it's super nice, don't you think so? i mean, come on. THE BEATLES!! they're legendary. they're pretty cute too. hehehe. i like british boys, hais. no wait, I LOVE THEM. god, they're so cute i feel like rapping them. HAHAHA. well hello, i am a girl after all. i'm suppose to love guys. SPEAKING OF WHICH.....nana kept touching my butt just now. god, she kept touching me!!! f.y.i i'm lesbophobic. i just don't like girls to touch me like "rubber rubber" LOL. i mean if it's a hug or what i'm ok with it. 

let's cut to the chase, shall we? PICTURES TIME.

my juniors <3 love you guys, a lot.

DAYAH SAMSURI. NANA SALUMAT. YASMIN ZORLU.

goofheads! forever kecoh ~

LOL!! 

Didn't know my juniors were that kpo. HEHEHE.

um...........krik krik

who run the world? girls!

eiffel tower. konon nya kat paris actually. padehal, tak. 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

i was literally standing away from them. LOL. IT WAS EMBARRASSING! k, ferid horny.

IT'S NICE I TELL YOU.

SO MY JUNIORS WANTED A SPECIAL POST. 

heefzaan. or should i say heefzayn. hahahaha! guess what's his age?  13.  and to tell you the truth, he  is the coolest kid i've ever met. he's the relax type of guy, very cute. sense of style? perfecto. he wouldn't mess with you if you won't create any shit. and yes of course, he's my junior from admiralty primary and also in sembawang secondary.  he's willing to hear my problems and we will share our thoughts and opinions. i'll listen to his girl problems too. right  heefzaan? hahaha!  and yup, he's my zayn! yay. no lah, our zayn. he irritates the hell out of us but also crack us up with his actions. silly boy, but cool.  love you to bits heefzaan! xx

ferid and nana saluuuuuumat. hehe. ferid forever horny. HAHAHA JUST KIDDING. he's so funny lah, my god. his expressions all, tak boleh angkat. he's sec one too! but yet, he's so close to us already :3 i love that!
nana? PFFT. queen lah konon. hehehe. she's the best junior you can ever ask for, she's much more wiser and mature this time round. not like before. she's always there for me,  helping me in malay dance. seriously. i love her a lot. and i can't imagine.... my life without her. she's beautiful <3 BUT STOP TOUCHING MY BUTT!  love you guys. muahh xx

INAHARINAH. ignore heefzaan. haha! kidding bitch.
what can i say about her? so annoying yet lovable. she's a laughing gas i'm telling you. when she laugh, i also laugh. I DON'T KNOW WHY. HER LAUGH IS SO CONTAGIOUS. sucha pretty girl.  i love her presence!  she mean a lot to me and also to us. xx

ALAMAK NI CUTE BABY BROTHER I.
okay, this is probably not the best picture of him. he's way hotter than this. yes, he's very very good-looking.  hais macam mana salina tk terpikat. did i mention he's a great dancer too? oh yes he is. he's so kind, caring. so apologetic at times. he will always give in and try to admit his mistakes. and i really respect him for that. so much courage to do it. it never falter. love you baby brother, study hard. xx

SEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! horny bastard lah nana )':

well okay guys. i think that's it for today. gonna blog again tomorrow, for sure. got lots to say! because of time constrain now, i'll stop here. hehehe.

thank you guys for reading! 

much love, xx